When I don’t keep my mind in check it wonders to that moment…
that moment when I would meet you after so many years. That moment when I would
lay my eyes on you and all those memories will rush back and I would once again
be captivated by you.
That moment when not expecting to see you across the room;
our eyes meet and in that spark the entire room seems to stand still. I rush towards you and embrace you, like I have
never hugged any one before. In that embrace a thousand words are spoken.
A tear rolls down my eye that says I missed you. I wish we
never parted. A smile that says I know you are happy yet we would have been
happier together and not apart.
Shall I kiss you like I use to before, and you take me in
your arms like there is no tomorrow and forget about everything else.
I imagine all this when I let my mind wonder unchecked. I imagine
it when I see someone that reminds me of you. Your crooked nose and your evil
smile. You held my heart when you spoke to me and flashed your teeth.
I wonder would I be able to do this all if we ever meet. I
am shy and you know it and yet I can imagine all this and I am sure would never
be able to say it or even do any of it. the moment will pass, I am sure when no
one is watching I am sure I can close my eyes and let my mind wonder of into
that special place where you and I can b together with no one to check and no one
to notice that you and I belong to each other no matter what the time or the
era and even the situation is.
Unabashed and imaginatively yours….
