Sometimes I just simply sit and wonder why did I study so
hard to be a teacher and then all of a sudden just give it up and tried my hand
on writing? I tried to search in my soul and found that I had always wanted to
be a writer. Teaching was only a profession that I chose. Something that I had
to do to find a job (apparently it was necessary)
The real reason why I wanted to be a writer-
1.
In the movies and books writers are always so
cool. They can express so easily the turmoil in their heart or the love they
felt. Eloquence and sophistication is what made me feel that I wanted to be
writer like those in the movies
2.
Eternal romantic
I guess I have always been a born romantic...
too emotional and in love with music so I think I had to write, some sort of
art had been building inside me (I quill too). My fingers itched for many years
to hold a pen and write on the paper, though typing on the system feels great
too. When my mind works faster than I can type. I love that awesome feeling
3.
Gave me a chance to be whatever and whom so ever
I want
Who is to say I am a married person with 2
kids, no one will ask me if I can cook good food? No one will see if I look
good or not! I can write and express myself and that is what matters to me. I can
escape in to a world that I created where I can fantasize and just be true to
myself... a free bird of some sorts. I can dance and I can sing and I can play
a guitar and beat the dreams... I just need a blank page and fill it with my
words…
4.
Most importantly I can actually write and
express myself.
I am not a very vocal person and mostly I am
misunderstood. So when I write I can express the way I feel. Sometimes even
words fail me too. But this is the medium I can safely express myself.