Why i wanted to write?

Sometimes I just simply sit and wonder why did I study so hard to be a teacher and then all of a sudden just give it up and tried my hand on writing? I tried to search in my soul and found that I had always wanted to be a writer. Teaching was only a profession that I chose. Something that I had to do to find a job (apparently it was necessary)

The real reason why I wanted to be a writer-

1.       In the movies and books writers are always so cool. They can express so easily the turmoil in their heart or the love they felt. Eloquence and sophistication is what made me feel that I wanted to be writer like those in the movies

2.       Eternal romantic

I guess I have always been a born romantic... too emotional and in love with music so I think I had to write, some sort of art had been building inside me (I quill too). My fingers itched for many years to hold a pen and write on the paper, though typing on the system feels great too. When my mind works faster than I can type. I love that awesome feeling

3.       Gave me a chance to be whatever and whom so ever I want

Who is to say I am a married person with 2 kids, no one will ask me if I can cook good food? No one will see if I look good or not! I can write and express myself and that is what matters to me. I can escape in to a world that I created where I can fantasize and just be true to myself... a free bird of some sorts. I can dance and I can sing and I can play a guitar and beat the dreams... I just need a blank page and fill it with my words…

4.       Most importantly I can actually write and express myself.

I am not a very vocal person and mostly I am misunderstood. So when I write I can express the way I feel. Sometimes even words fail me too. But this is the medium I can safely express myself.