I have been having a nagging feeling for the last few days that something is not right. In a bid to search for the seed of my anxiety and this ever dwindling faith I dig deep. There are many factors that have been a bit of bother to me. And despite being in touch with Divine way of living and constantly writing my prayers I feel that I am not living up to my potential. I am too bound by the negative energies. These negative energies are not coming from anywhere else but within me.
I do good but then take pride in it. I tried to mend some relationships and started feeling not good but proud and then I felt confused ,whether it was a good thing or was it worth and even nervous about how would I react when I come face to face with those people. We reap what we sow!Lesson Learnt : DO good and let it go,don't over think! Go with the Flow!
I always felt that it is my thinking that is right for me. I still think the same but I don't think that openly about what other might be suggesting and yes I am working on that too. Even though I don't agree to them , that does not give me the right to demean that thought because I have no idea what the other person might be feeling when they have said those things. Feeling hurt is natural but then talking more and more about it and stating over and over again about how bad I felt about it is another way of adding more power to already negative thing. Lesson Learnt: If I don't like it, I don't need to dwell on it!
Many of us walk on the same path and then falter and get back up. If someone is pointing a finger that does not mean I need to do the same. More I talk wrong or even feel wrong about a certain statement or certain words I am focusing on the other and not on me! I need to work on me and not the other. Lesson Learnt: Focus on me!
A Lot of things don't work out as we want. No two people think alike so why get angry that the other person is behaving in a certain manner. I am not the master of them. Let them do. They know better. But then I start questioning what should I do with my kids who need guidance. And here only I find that difference. I can guide them but not control! All the difference lies in the use of the word. So why not bring that difference in practice. Lesson Learnt: You cant control any one but can guide(only if they are willing to take it)
We all get anxious from time to time and no one can blame the other for it, so if I am anxious so the other person has the right o feel so.Why to call out the person for it.If I am talking to someone then I am also adding more to it. Feel it and then let it go. Lesson Learnt : No One should be told about how they should feel. Focus on your own doing and not the other person's.
There is a long way for me to be happy but I feel so light after writing this in a hope that I am on the right path again. I will reach there where I no longer feel overwhelmed, confused and Anxious.!
To a better me! Pray and let go of things!
I do good but then take pride in it. I tried to mend some relationships and started feeling not good but proud and then I felt confused ,whether it was a good thing or was it worth and even nervous about how would I react when I come face to face with those people. We reap what we sow!Lesson Learnt : DO good and let it go,don't over think! Go with the Flow!
I always felt that it is my thinking that is right for me. I still think the same but I don't think that openly about what other might be suggesting and yes I am working on that too. Even though I don't agree to them , that does not give me the right to demean that thought because I have no idea what the other person might be feeling when they have said those things. Feeling hurt is natural but then talking more and more about it and stating over and over again about how bad I felt about it is another way of adding more power to already negative thing. Lesson Learnt: If I don't like it, I don't need to dwell on it!
Many of us walk on the same path and then falter and get back up. If someone is pointing a finger that does not mean I need to do the same. More I talk wrong or even feel wrong about a certain statement or certain words I am focusing on the other and not on me! I need to work on me and not the other. Lesson Learnt: Focus on me!
A Lot of things don't work out as we want. No two people think alike so why get angry that the other person is behaving in a certain manner. I am not the master of them. Let them do. They know better. But then I start questioning what should I do with my kids who need guidance. And here only I find that difference. I can guide them but not control! All the difference lies in the use of the word. So why not bring that difference in practice. Lesson Learnt: You cant control any one but can guide(only if they are willing to take it)
We all get anxious from time to time and no one can blame the other for it, so if I am anxious so the other person has the right o feel so.Why to call out the person for it.If I am talking to someone then I am also adding more to it. Feel it and then let it go. Lesson Learnt : No One should be told about how they should feel. Focus on your own doing and not the other person's.
There is a long way for me to be happy but I feel so light after writing this in a hope that I am on the right path again. I will reach there where I no longer feel overwhelmed, confused and Anxious.!
To a better me! Pray and let go of things!
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